Demonzu's thought of love

Demonzu’s thought on “love”.
[    Disclaimer: This is actually my first person story I have ever written xD So yeah it may be really fucking terrible, or it will turn out well but well who fucking cares. xD. The character Demonzu belongs to very lovely: iconAsh-the-Shadow: this is what I think Demonzu thinks on Love and his lover, Sukii. Please enjoy yourself now (:     ]
I opened my eyes from the soft sleep I was in, with me being a shadow, I hardly ever sleep. I only actually started sleeping about 9 months ago when I met her. It was her that brought any emotion to me. She is so beautiful and sweet, I smiled at the sleeping girl.  I know that it’s practically impossible for a shadow to love, but I know I love her. I moved her hair out of her beautiful face as she sleeps softly, her hands are touching mine.  Her touch is so gentle and soft, every time she holds my hand, I feel like my nervous jump around and my heart beats fastly against my chest.  I never even knew I had a heart ever since I got turned into a shadow over a decade ago.
When I first met Sukii, my whole world was changed.  When I saw her, I knew she was something special. The second she spoke to me, I felt something in my chest beat hard. At first, I didn’t know what was going on with me, I thought that maybe I was sick, or maybe this girl had some weird power or something. When she smiled at me, I couldn’t help but smile back. After She left, I went to the void and just sat there all alone.  I had no idea what was wrong with me, I just kept thinking about her and her pretty blue eyes. She fascinated me. I just met her for about an hour; oh I remember it so well.
Sukii was sitting on a bench, kicking her soft smooth legs out like a child would, I was walking down the road, it was funny I’ve been around this town over three thousand times; I thought I’ve seen everyone. Not even ten minutes before I laid my completely black eyes on this gorgeous girl, some weird girl just walked up to me and began talking to me like I was her best friend or something. I later found Out that that girls name was Cyn and she was Sukii’s best friend, but back to Sukii. When I looked at her and smiled, I approached her, she didn’t look dangerous but just by looking at her I could tell she could kill someone. Before I even spoke she stood up and pointed her machete at me a looked of… protection glared in her pretty eyes. “What the…fuck... Do you want?!” And with that I smiled, there was something about her that made me smile; she made me feel strange inside.
After a couple of minutes she showed me some murdering skills, she didn’t intend on showing me that she was a murderer, but there a few guys that had an history of molesting and killing people. That was Sukii’s job in this shitty town. He was the one that no one knew about, the person who killed the killers when no one else would do shit about it. It amazed me. She most certainly wasn’t like any girl I ever seen before in my entire life. Sure there are plenty of female shadows down in the void, and way to many up here on earth, but this girl is so so much different than all of them. At first, I didn’t know what it was about her that made her so special. All I knew at that moment was Her face is gorgeous, a luxurious body, and an amazingly beautiful personality. I love hearing her sweet soft voice when she when she talks to me.  She has the most beautiful eyes. I love to stare into them. I don’t know why but every time I kiss her, my heart jumps fastly and my head spins. I love the smell of her hair, I just love everthing about this girl.
Sukii moved her body close to mine her chest touching mine. She is so gentle. Without this blue haired girl, I don’t know where I’d be. She brought a whole new person out in me. I never knew what it meant to fight for someone; I didn’t get it why mortals would protect someone with all their might. I use to think that it was silly to be honest. I never understood why  people wil give up their lives for another human being. But everything changed when Sukii came into my life. Back then if you were to ask me something like “Hey Demonzu, What is love I would have gave the response of something in the terms of “What is love? Pfft. Love is a made up piece of shit that ends up fucking people up.” I really hated the thought of liking someone in a sense of romance. I never even had a girlfriend till Sukii.  If you were to  ask me now, “What is love.” Here is my response and my thoughts on what “love” really is.

Love is a funny and wondrous thing. Love makes you do shit you wouldn’t normally do. If you love someone, you will protect that person with everything you are. If something bad happens to the person you love, you feel hate and violence crawl into you. You know if someone even slightly touched your lover in the wrong way you’d kill them, even if it was your best friend, you’d kill them. Love is where you smile a lot, you laugh along with your lover. Love is deep and feels like a burning fire sometimes. Love is where you’d drop everything in a heartbeat. Love is here if your lover is sick, you take of them. Love is where you can’t go days without seeing her, even though you sometimes have to. Love is where you spend every moment you can spare to talk to your lover. Love is when you listen to every problem your lover has and you try to fix them even though you both know you can’t help in any way. When you’re in love you just do the crazy shit you know you’d only do it with them. Love is magical but so complicated. Everyone has their own version of love, my love is only Sukii. I will do anything for her as she will me. I will never go a day without looking into her gorgeous eyes and telling her that I love. That’s my thought on love is.
I smiled softly at the sleeping beauty next me and kissed her forehead softly and whispered. “I love you Sukii.”